So, I feel like no one can relate to me while I feel like I can relate to others.
We have psychology, shrinks and all that.
It’s like the people who have had life given to them, good looks, intelligence, healthy body and mind and all that good stuff have written a line with a ruler and said, this is the normal way to live, this is the best we can do, this is the right way, this is the healthy way. I don’t get how the healthy individuals can tell what’s right for those who is not healthy, psychosis, a break from reality, this reality is disregarded and ignored, follow the line written by the ruler.
In my opinion I have had a pretty difficult life and for me to be told by those who have had things given to them that the way I am is not healthy, it’s no good, isn’t it pretty narrow minded? The thought that they follow the line, earn money and goes home with a feeling of job well done that makes me feel like the line is pretty perverted. So i wonder, who decided that this is a healthy thing? Who does it benefit and who does it not benefit. It’s pretty twisted and f’ed up but it’s accepted as completely normal. Is there actually anybody that can make sense of the whole experience?
The world is about life’s lessons. Some people were dealt a silver spoon yet another a shitty hand. The thing I think you’re missing is acceptance and accountability. People don’t accept a mistake as being because of our illness or meds…they just don’t. It sux that we are each individual people who react or respond to things differently or does it? If I hadn’t had this illness, would my dogs have been rescued. I judge, you judge, it’s human nature to be competitive, jealous etc. it’s what you learn from each interaction that makes and shapes you…never live by a ruler because know we measure with lasers…
I hear you, but what you mention can be forgotten and not accepted in some states. It’s just so hard to see people drift by with peace in mind by sailing through life and enjoying the high’s. But yeah… I appriciate your reply, It showed me a different perpective, thanks.
Oh, I’m fully aware of what’s allowed. I have a dr who did malpractice but since there are so many laws protecting him, it would be more costly in litigation than I could make in winning case. I have no permanent damage though I almost died, am emotionally traumatized, and spent thousands…so nobody will touch it…too…if I’d died…then my hubby could file suit against multiple parties…pfft!
To compare your llife with others, and in this case as in mine, you may have had a terrible and hard life, but those that swan along seemingly happy and high in life also struggle. Ok, so they haven’t really suffered, but know that to have truly suffered gives you the knowledge of lows and highs that they cannot conceive of.
To truly be happy it takes the knowledge of the lows to make it possible. For example, if you live a mediocre life and experience happiness it is not to the level of those that have suffered when they are happy. When a person who has suffered becomes slightly happy they feel it more and are happier because of it because they know unhappiness and are more likely to realise it.
An unknowing person can’t really know this feeling. it is as if the unsuffering person doesn’t know or realise what happinesss is. Their happiness is the normal and that is dull to them. It is true we are all suffering in this world. Please don’t be jealous of their averageness, it is an illusion.
Thanks labratmat.
I agree, it’s nice to hear from others that the joy might be stronger and more appriciated. Going to soccer practice today, hope your thigh is doing better.