In a mess , think hypothetically

Unusual Beliefs
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At the moment i am very disliked for my mental condition, it might sound silly but i am o so very sure of it i know its not me being paranoid.
i talk outloud in my head very loud and I KNOW people can hear it

it frustrates them and ive said mean things from anxiety, saying things i dont want to say because im anxious about saying them in my head. by the way i do not mean any of the things i have said

this is why people dont like me, hypothetically if you were to belive the scenairo that people could hear my thoughts

i personally believe that through word of mouth about it nearly the whole country has heard about me and the things i have said.
the things i dwell on when im down are how these issues are going to affect my life in the future,

will i be discrimnaited agaist for this with getting a job,girlfriend, meeting new people.

i am only 18 and i try to think positivly about these things but i cant stop thinking about it, am i just one of those people
that have to be an outcast or do you think things will change, i am very scared,confused and lost.

even my phsiciatrist isnt nice to me because she hears the bad things i say in my head.

i ma not treated like a normal human being what should i do?

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If you are on medication, then keep taking it. Keep seeing your psychiatrist. It’s not going to help you for me to tell you that other people can’t hear your thoughts, but it’s true. It’s unfortunate that you feel disliked because of your eror in thinking. It is not a good feeling to feel disliked. Good luck.

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have you ever had to give a speech in front of a group? well that sensation in your head of giving a speech in fromt of the nation wont subside. try to remember its just that same sensation of talking aloud doesnt mean you are actually talking aloud

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thnaks guys but ive got it rendered into my head that they can hear my thoughts, i really believe it