Thinking about how I want to work again and go to church but everywhere I go I hear people talking about me and my past mistakes and Im too embarrassed to be a part of the community again
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This is probably the disease fooling with you. In real life people will talk smack behind your back, out of earshot. If you’re actually hearing it then it’s likely the illness and not reality.
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Don’t be..
You can take small steps to get better,if it’s your disease talking.
If you know those people (like I do mine),then it’s more complicated…
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I have running commentary. Being around people worsens it.
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If the community listens to you and your side of the story and so it could be helpful then you able to speak your truth and be heard.
I have identity thief’s and people who did me sooooo bad incite hate and lies on me.
I may look and feel bad but am real n good n always said not for sale but was dominated etc
They may look n feel good on what isn’t them of theirs .
Things aren’t always as seem.
Had communities and countries against n exclude me and none of them will listen to me or believe me and the things I’ve survived.
One who molested me lives amazing life and ones dominated my body and took who I am from me etc also lived bear lives …
Maybe only be with precious few you feel comfortable with and who treat you well .
This communities have been too horrible bullying me opressinh me stealing walking over etc so majority don’t deserve me.
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