And everyday I suffer.
I just try my best to stay positive and help everyone out.
I know I’m always putting that face on here.
But if people saw my dirty apartment, the lack of things I do everyday…
I feel pretty low-functioning I guess is what I’m trying to say.
if I don’t feel better by tomorrow night, I might check myself into the hospital.
Thank you for reading. 
Our apt needs to be cleaned too.
Hope you feel better soon
Please go to the er if you need to
I might have to go to the er too if things don’t calm down. You’re one of my favorite persons on here. It’s hard to keep it together I know.
If you feel you need to go then I would go. It helps me when I’m in a certain mood to be there. just being around others not doing too much not having to worry cos they are looking after you. Just slouching down by the TV n doing art classes etc. It kind of takes my mind of things more when I go. And let’s me think about things without getting as anxious as I would at home on my own.
Thank you @roxanna. You’re one of my favorite persons on here, too.
I’ll be okay tonight. I got the religious radio station on.
Thank you for the kind words. 
Yeah, being in the hospital is relaxing for me too.
Thank you for the reply @anon90843118 
Hey mate. Sorry that your struggling. It really can be overwhelming and I know the feeling. Always pays to watch your mood. Depression can sneak up on you so seeing a doctor may be a good thing!
I know it’s not easy but you only need to do a little everyday. Get well first then just pick a room and an area and just start there.
First things first. See if you can see your doc!
Hi there @rogueone!
I would love to see my doc, but my appointment isn’t for another 6 months.
So I will either rough it out tonight, or just go to a different hospital to be seen.
Thank you for the reply though my friend.
stay safe Chris I care. I am really hurting tonight too
I hope you feel better sooner than later
I’m sorry you’re struggling right now. You seem to be in a rut recently. I’m sorry. I hope you’re able to get feeling better soon. If you feel you need to go to the hospital I hope you’re able to go.
I’m sorry you’re not doing well. You don’t need to put on a brave face here.
((hugs))
Thank you @LED. Yeah things have been a little rough lately.
Thank you @anon90843118 I’m starting to feel a little better. I think my night meds are kicking in.
Awww ((hugs)) back at ya @anon84763962!
Thank you.
I hope it passes for you @Montezuma.
I hope you feel better, whatever it takes.
Sending (((hugs))) from the Great White North.
I’m sorry to hear you’re struggling.
You’re always friendly and positive here, I like you as a person.
I hope you find some relief soon, and that the hospital will help you if you decide to go.
Hugs
Thank you @Berru, @shutterbug, @antidepressant044 and @everhopeful.
I just woke up and had coffee. I’m feeling somewhat better today. Everyday is a new start as they say. 
I’m exactly the same way. I bet there are others on this site like this too. I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t worry about it much.