I have run out of possibilities. I thought they were endless. what happened…
cries and cries and cries
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Hobbies? I struggle with not enough time because it takes me a lot of energy to maintain but I do positive things. Exercise regularly etc but I’d love the time to do hobby stuff. It gets complicated with a mental illness but as paranoid sz I don’t really get bored anymore…whether that is my application, the meds or the disorder I just don’t know!
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I have a habit of sitting around doing nothing not even watching tv just sitting there I think its because of stress
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Im still in remission. I have not heard voices. I could go at minimum so far 4 days/nights without any sleep. But then I start getting a little irritable. I was told that its not healthy to stay up that many nights and it causes normal people to go insane. I wonder what it would take not to go insane and never have to sleep.
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Sleep is very important and lack will present psychotic symptoms in normals. It’s not doing you favors by not sleeping but if your not it’s danger signs and doctor time.
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My thoughts are too deep to even talk to a therapist about. People just arent on my level anymore. I have worked hard on conquering my symptoms, exorcising shadows and focusing on setting and completing goals. Although Im naturally a highly social person my EQ is actually higher than my IQ, so its not normal for me to be isolated yet its all I deal with.
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Get. A. Hobby.
For real.
R U often bored?
um are you being rude or sarcastic? Im worse at reading intentions online than in person. It sounds like you are though. Other than that why waste your time commenting if you have nothing to say …?
@Jinx just lately since I dont have classes, Im trying to socialize with the people around here but most of them are older or secretive. it hasnt been a welcoming party but I dont have any known enemies. and I still dont work I thought of applying at the warehouse on the otherside of town—because I have three proofs of id now…I just noticed Im having fainting spells a lot so Im sad that I dont know I could handle manual labor.
I was working 12 hour night shifts with 2 15 min breaks back when I was somewhat better…that was in 2017/2018. Since I left that job, things have gone downhill- and I am bad at getting close to people because they eventually just take advantage of me so why bother meeting new people. also most of the people i trust either steal from me or use me so Im bored, but I am also lonely.
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Maybe get a headstart on classes for next semester.
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trust me I have tried. I tried getting my books early and have already annoyed the school sending a few emails…Im probably going to have to take less classes next semester, but I dont know if I am overestimated or underestimating myself. I signed up for 3 classes for the spring there werent any offered this summer.
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Neither! You are too intelligent to be spinning your wheels. Need to get you busy with fun things so you’re not bored.
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You are soooo right…
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I believe creativty or art is to be used and copied in public. There is no stealing. Remembering piratecopies to pay the artists their “fair?” share. These days you get well known books and DVD’s from the garbage or rubbishtips.
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do you work? I decided to keep attending interviews for just the sake of it, something should click, because the first job I got was about after 45 to 50 interviews I dont even remember, I just gave up hope, when my cousin showed up just accompanied him and I got selected 
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I think there is plenty to do, but when you are tired and not motivated, like empty from the inside. I don’t know that is my definition of boredom. But i google now, i am curious.
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It says underlying disease of excessive feeling etc…
really? For me it shows
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I play guitar and drums and listen to lots of music and watch tv. I hang out with family too. I’m probably never bored because my best friends are all in my head.
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Yes, excessive feeling, the excitement boarding a plane, but after 8 hours flight, the excitement is lost and you feel trapped in the plane, instead of free, able to fly to your choice of destiny.
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