I ran out of meds last thursday, and have been surviving on quetiapine. I’ve been binging a show called Lucifer, and felt alright at first.
But as the Saphris is leaving my system, I feel my brain slipping back into one of the first delusions I had: the devil will take my soul.
I used to believe if I thought too much about him, especially his name, he would take it as me offering my soul to him.
I know it’s not real, but reality is starting to slip and it’s harder to stay grounded.
Is there anything I can do to not completely lose my marbles down this rabbithole until I can afford to pick up my prescription at the pharmacy?