I’m seeing signs of a conspiracy online to do something really bad to me. I know it sounds crazy but i swear there is some logic behind it. I decided to move because of it but i have an appointment set for disability in a while but i’m afraid to wait around for it any longer. I want to leave tonight. Idk what i’ll do. I don’t think my truck could make it there and then back for the appointment and if i move the appointment to another state then i lose state disability money. I’m really scared guys. I feel the need to flee really really bad. I’m afraid i’ll look crazy to my family. and the place i plan to go isnt set up yet 
Are you having delsuion?
i don’t think so. it’s all possible. maybe unlikely. maybe im seeing signs referencing other things. they are vague. but its def possible. im so scared. i cant even say what im scared they will do to me because im low key afraid im also being hacked and afriad if they know ive figured it out they will pull the trigger on the plan sooner rather than later and that will give me less time to run
Have you been taking your medication?
Look please take the amount your Pdoc prescribe and no one at you.
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it doesnt help. i cant take enough to work without getting akathisia. im really trapped. im broke. im scared.
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Tell your Pdoc that your getting akathisia so you can get help.
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she moved away a year ago and said the clinic was gonna replace her within 6 months and wrote me 6 months of haldol. the clinic flaked and never replaced her. my gp has been auto refilling my haldol
Is it possible for you to find a new Pdoc.
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im afraid to talk to people and when i move i will have no insurance in the state im moving to so not really. not until my SSI gets reapproved.
I wish you the best, no one after you.
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It’s easy to get weird online, I know.
I also know that I’m going psychotic when I feel the need to flee.
There are a lot of people outside who makes jokes, want to bring you to your limits.
Please stay cool, nobody can get through your computer and do bad things to you.
If something bad happen to you in reality record it, take photos, notice it, write it down, so you have a little distance to it then.
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Call your regular doctor in the morning about being followed and how you can’t take the full dose of your AP due to akithisia. Hopefully your primary dr will prescribe either Cogentin, or something like it, so you can take the full dose.
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Nobody is after you, especially if you are taking things from the internet. I had the same delusions. Go to bed, call your doc tomorrow and say you need to change meds.
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Im so sorry your going through this @irrelevant
Good advice here so please listen to everyone
Is there anything else that your stressed about or is it just that there might be a conspiracy against you
Dont stress about online stuff stay offline if its making you paranoid
And you could always get help from someone for going through your benefit review
You might not feel this way in a couple of days, it might all blow over so don’t do anything rash
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I took my PRN olanzapine last night. I think im gonna take it everyday for a while or else i will leave without being properly prepared. Im still scared but im trying to last one day at a time.
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