I totally get it, I fear all the time the death of my partner. who is going to help me if she dies first. I have a feeling that is something happened to her I would get locked away in a hospital. Don’t give up I know its hard trust me.
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anger is a good thing sometimes it carries us through the bad. But I want the fu Mj attitude.
Life is not all bad. What about hte pics you posted of you and your mom, grandmom and nephew. You just have alot going on right now. You are still worried about your appt coming up. Stop trying to be so ■■■■■■■ happy and just live for a little bit.
I don’t think, no I know everyone does not look down on you. We don’t. And give us some netty credits - we still real people here… No, you are not okay, but you will get better.
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I want to sleep forever
not die, because nothing’s promised and who says it’s better than the physical world
I give up
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you can’t or shouldn’t sleep your life away. Yes, it hides the pain and anguish but then you wake up and realize how much time has passed and all you missed. Been there, done that.
Hopefully Thursday your doc can get your meds straightened out and you will start to feel better.
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I was following this thread and then I just read this in a Charles Bukowski book:
I had no interest in anything. I had no idea how I was going to escape. At least the others had some taste for life. They seemed to understand something that I didn’t understand. Maybe I was lacking. It was possible. I often felt inferior. I just wanted to get away from them. But there was no place to go. Suicide? Jesus christ, just more work. I felt like sleeping for five years but they wouldn’t let me.
The point is everyone feels this way from time to time, even people without MI.
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