I’m not feeling well.
It is as if I had no emotions or as if I could not express them.
I have the symptom of depersonalization: it is as if things were unreal, as if I were unreal, as if people were unreal, like I was in a dream or movie.
I keep hearing voices and they mostly talk about religious things.
Sometimes it seems that my mind becomes a radio and I start to hear songs that I heard recently, or has heard before.
I found the symptoms gradually get less bad over time. I’ve had it for 8 years, and I’m much better than I was after 3 years of it. Coping skills will help. Some people think it’s a disorder of hyper-sensitivity. Some people see similarities to autism because I described some symptoms and it could have been mistaken as autism, but they are not the same. I’m also sensitive to noise, sound, etc. I get overstimulated easily. Going into loud shopping malls is dizzying to me and I get fatigued. Esp when there are tv or consumer ads blaring etc. at certain moments I would get the feeling all eyes were on me but I realize these are just heightened perceptions.
i get voices too. sometimes they bother me, other times they don’t. sometimes they r omnipresent, other times infrequent. i have never tried listening to music through headphones. maybe i should try.
I have no emotions also. I can’t enjoy anything. Usually this is my favorite time of the year, nba finals are on, weather is getting good, but i can’t enjoy any of it. I don’t feel any emotion. What’s the point of living if you don’t feel anything. That is the whole point. You live to feel emotions. That’s why I’m beyond desperate to feel again. Two of my closest Uncle’s died and I didn’t show any emotion. It didn’t feel like anything. I could go on for hours giving you examples but the point is I suffer every day. I don’t know why I can’t find anyone like me. Everyone is doing better then me, and I’m not just saying that. How are you? Are you suffering?
my voices r omnipresent at the moment and have been for about 2 weeks now after a month of quiet. i wonder when the next quiet period will be. they still claim to be telepathic but i still don’t believe it. it’s a bugbear but i deal with it ok i guess. having a down day today.
if only tea solved everything igor, i’d drink it by the bucket load lol. i’ll be ok. usual ■■■■…threatening to rape me both anally and vaginally, break my neck and leave me a tetraplegic. give me strokes in the broccas and wernickes areas so i can’t speak if i talk about being raped by someone famous. s’ok…i’m gonna go and see a lawyer once i can afford it, just incase.
I don’t know what to say. That sounds terrible. Sorry you’re going through that @jaynebeal. I never really had lots of voices, but the ones I did have just insulted me and commented on what I was thinking.