On December 6th, I will no longer have medical assistance. There is nothing I can do about this, nor can I afford to pay for my own insurance. So I guess I’m out of luck. I’ll have to go off my meds, because there is no way in hell I can afford them on my own. If I go to the hospital I’ll be financially ruined, probably for the rest of my life, and there’s nothing I can do about it.
The only thing I can do is hope my boyfriend gets hired full time at his job, gets on a healthcare plan, and I marry him. Until and if that happens, I guess I’ll have to deal with my illness on my own. Wish me luck.