I’m angry that any of us have to go through this. Im angry that people can understand us cause it means theyre hurting too. I’m angry that people can’t understand us because why must we be alone. I’m angry that we hurt that we cry that we’re scared. And don’t mention oh without the bad we wouldn’t know good. We can have bad that isnt this bad and still know good. Why do we have to get to this point? I know its kind of a touchy subject here but I’m angry at my God that he would let anybody feel like this. I’m angry at myself. I’m angry for letting myself feel fhid way again. I told myself I wouldn’t let it happen. Yet here I am. I’m angry that I’m sick again. I’m angry that theres a part of me that feels too tired to try. That wants me to give up and just be swept away by this hell until I meet my end. I’m angry that even though I know it’s wrong it sounds tempting
I’m angry for reaching out for help, I’m angry when I don’t. I fear talking to my mother about this and I despise myself for that.
It can be pretty disappointing to feel like life dealt us some pretty bad hands hay? All we can do is press on though despite the unfairness of fate. Sooner or later a nice day will come again. But we need to be open to it to be able to see it when it comes.
I struggle with this too
Almost exactly
I have it under complete control now I’m sorry you’re going through this
I will add that I did respond to medication
And I had therapy that make sure I’m safe
I understand. I understand how you feel.
Neo I understand your anger and desperation. Youth is hard to go through with this terrible condition. But you must stay strong and there is also a place in this world for you. Never give up hope.
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