Show up and then go away. I tried my best to be around my dad’s neighbors.vtheres lady who accuse me or being a lesbian. I can’t stop worrying about what people think of me.btheyre young to start yelling at me.
I want to take a hammer to my head.it makes no sense to me
@roxanna if you feel unsafe you should go to the ER they will help you
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Sorry you feel this way @roxanna. I used to have suicidal thoughts on and off when i was more depressed, but my antidepressant helped with that. Do you take medication for depression?
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i know it is scary, i’m scared too
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I can’t go to crisis because they tell my personal stuff to Mexicans and other people. Then they yell at me.
I take latuda it kind of helps with the dep
I would definitely seek someone out to support you. Do you have parents, partner or siblings you can talk to about how you’re feeling right now? Especially if you feel you can’t go to the ER.
Yeah my dad and my bf
I don’t know what to tell you because I know that paranoid feeling and I’m not over it. Of course whatever we’re worried about seems rational to us, but not to others. I don’t think they share your personal information with anyone. Please don’t hurt yourself.
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If I go this will be number 11 being in crisis.
I’m pretty hopeless.
You’re not hopeless or anything bad for needing help no matter how often you need it. I think it makes you strong if you ask for help when you need it. Asking for help is so hard.
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Doesn’t matter how many times you’ve been in crisis. If you feel that bad, you definitely should go.
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Someone in the complex yelled I told you so about me.
I know you can’t move, but those idiots aren’t worth dying over. Don’t hurt yourself. I don’t know if you’re hearing voices, if they’re really yelling at you, or both, but I do know that it’s better to stay alive. I know how horrible this ■■■■ is to live with, but killing yourself is not the answer.
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Aw, this sucks. Feel badly for you.
Sending (((hugs)))
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True. My bf has said no one is out to get me. He I’d I should just wait til Oct 5th to change my meds.
In a hospital setting, though, they can make rapid and drastic changes to your med regimen, if needed, since you’re in a safe, controlled environment where they can carefully monitor your mental status.
If you do this on an outpatient basis your psychiatrist will have to change your meds very gradually, one step at a time.
Maybe it’s time for a major change in meds for you.
I can’t tell you what to do, just giving my two cents here.
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Waiting until October 5th is a good plan, but only if you can wait that long. If you think you might hurt yourself then I think it would be best to go to crisis. I know it’s so scary, especially when you are feeling paranoid, but sometimes it’s best.
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