I can’t even talk to anybody about this… I have been blessed by God, I can’t talk about him on here. He talks about to me on the radio constantly telling me I’m the chosen one. I don’t want to get sectioned. But my pdoc is out to get me and he monitors me on here.
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Please delete if too god oriented. But I’m lonely as I have nobody to talk to and I don’t want to get sectioned again. Getting sectioned will really harm my plans.
Dude this is not God. If you believe it to be a spirit or whatever, that’s not opposed to science but if you believe you’re the Messiah or something that’s a very clear delusion…
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Your mind is playing tricks on you.
You need to talk to one of your medical team. They probably won’t section you so don’t worry.
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What are your plans?
Look, I’ve been there too. Many of us have, you are not alone in this. Most of us I think at one point or another were at least entertaining the idea of having some sort of special purpose.
Right now it all feels real and it gives you a sense of purpose and makes you feel like your life has meaning. It’s how we all felt. Then the hallucinations got under control, the delusions followed and the lack of purpose was very much felt in the aftermath.
We are trying to get you to linger as little as you can on this and not validate it not because we don’t understand but because we know what comes next, because it happened to us.
What comes next is that one way or another God will eventually talk to you less on the radio, your disappearing sense of meaning will try to drag you back into the delusions but they’ll feel rehashed and eventually you’ll grow out of them. All of that sense of meaning will disappear and it will take your drive with it as you are left like an empty shell devoid of any sense of purpose and feeling empty inside.
Maybe things will work out differently for you but we aren’t a small sample size and if you follow down a similar path you’ll wish you hadn’t held on to that meaning so tight, because that’s what happened to us.
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Have I ever told you the story? I said to a friend of mine. When God starts talking to me, I’ll go get help. Then 1 day it happened. A voice popped in my head and said he was God. So I took my a** to the nearest. Mental health center and got me an appointment. 60 years later. I don’t have voices from God. But along the way, I did learn. There are so many people that think they are God. There are so many terms for that type of God. That the mind just baffles itself. Trying to figure it out. Keep in mind you are the keeper of your own self. And an act of kindness goes far. But gods were never meant to be mortal men. Please take good care of yourself. And as always. Keep posting
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It isn’t true that you are the chosen one. I’ve had this delusion, as so many others. I tell myself it’s a delusion and it is proof when I see others say the same thing.
God delusions are dangerous to me, especially because the voice I’m most familiar with wants me to run away from home and be a bum. I can’t give him that authority or I’ll die. I just tell him you’ll have to forgive me I’m not doing that.
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Been there, done that. Those can be very powerful delusions. There really are so, so many sz people that think they are chosen or that they are God. Take your meds. It’s sobering to wake up from but it’s good for you to wake up from it.
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