Im having a problem

Unusual Beliefs
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I have both OCD and sz. My obsessional thoughts are telling me that im alone, in a world full of retarded psychopaths who are making my life a hell for some reason. That everyone is against me and I should torture and kill as much persons as I can in order to make some justice. Of course im not thinking in this its just my OCD, I have pure OCD that makes me think in suicide, murder and anger, but my true Nature is compassive and cheerful… please dont judge me

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Often ssri’s can be of benefit for ocd. I know it’s another pill but not suffering is worth it always. Have a chat to your doctor.

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As long as you don’t act on those thoughts that’s a good thing. You may want to bring up with a professional how distressing these thoughts are though. And perhaps looking up coping mechanisms for intrusive thoughts might help you.

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Please don’t act on your thoughts of murder and suicide. Please. Please talk to your pdoc about your suicidal and murderous thoughts.

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You faithfully described what I feel about normies…

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I think it’s brave of you to express those thoughts. I would recommend telling your doctor as well so you can get relief from the burden of those thoughts.
I have disparaging thoughts towards humanity often and I have little feeling when the population is reduced in various circumstances. There’s my confession and I’m not proud of it but that’s how my mind works. However, I would never be the cause of someone else suffering or dying, ever. I can’t hurt any humans. I can only hurt myself and I’m working on that one too.
We all, I think, have thoughts that we don’t actually agree with and aren’t proud of, that’s the nature of the beast.

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thoughts are random. they dont define you.

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Thanks guys, these thoughts comes to me when im stressed but I always ignore them. Once I was taking a maximum dose of benzos and they came anyways so I just ignore them

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Hey Alan96! I’m sure you are having delusions about others. There are psychopaths out there but it it not your job to find them. Also please talk to a doc about these thoughts. It sounds like you need med help to combat your bad thoughts.

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Well I have automatic thoughts because I have OCD I cant stop em not even on meds, so I ignore em

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maybe you need different meds

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