Last night I vomited what I eate, then I struggle to sleep. I woke up this morning around 6, and could not find the strength to get out of bed
Stayed in bed until 11, I promise myself I will go to school after I promise myself I would not go to work today
Went to the train station just to give up and return home. Every time I feel bad and don’t feel like doing anything I have the same thoughts. And most of them are negative. I also think if I should get disability and do nothing all my life
I know I’m having a bad day when I think of disability, maybe I should kill myself and get it over. I really hope tomorrow I will feel better
You’re really smart man. Much more wise than I was at your age. Sorry you’re struggling right now. Don’t kill yourself it’ll get better. U just need better coping strategies or something