I'm happy that I will die once

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I feel this really happy knowing that I will die one day. I am happy to see what is after life. This schizophrenia is really messing with my life. Cant enjoy doing anything

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There’s a difference between wanting to die and wanting to live first and then die. Being happy about the latter is just healthy.

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I don’t feel death is a bad thing either, but I’m not suicidal. In part, I look forward to it. The body is too much like a prison for my spirit.

-Albert.

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I fear death I’d rather live forever

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I don’t want to die yet. I’m too young.

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I’ve been in that state of mind before however it has changed overtime and now I am happy to face the challenges that having SZ presents and try and make the most of the situation.

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i used to want to die badly but now i’m better. I used to say it was my mum and dad’s fault i got born and i blamed them for it but i don’t do that now anymore.

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I’ve questioned my mother about that a few times, but not recently. Sometimes, I’ve blamed myself for reincarnating.

-A.

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I feel the same, waiting patiently for my death.

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I still blame and tell my parents that they gave me sz by giving me bad genes.

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I’m hoping to die around 65. That gives me another 13 years. That would be best.

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I don’t fear death. I hope I’ll be free from this body after death, and become one with God.

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I’m almost ready to die.
I’m not as afraid as I once was.

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Im 25, hoping to live to at least 85.

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My dad is 89 and my mom is 85. My maternal grandmother lived 3 months before she turned 100.

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i think about the great unknown at least once a day, don’t know how long i want to live, i always said another 50 years, till im in my 80’s. but it all depends on my quality of life at that age. anyways i want to be reborn, or like wake up from a long dream or something and have another shot at life.

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Ya, sure thing…

I keep coming back alive, but something like messed up version of the old me. The thoughts say ‘Pet Cemetery’ or Frankenstein and stuff where you come back more messed up than you were originally.

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I’ve tried more than I can count in my mind to kill myself but it never went as planned. I feel like I would rather have someone kill me than have to do it myself but in a pleasurable way.

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Why do you want to die around 65?? That feels so young

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To die once could take a long time. I hope to die young.