Stay strong friend. Things get hard at times, but you seem to have really good insight.
I wish I was like you when I was younger. I heard a voice talking to me and I just thought it was normal. To make a long story short - I didn’t seek help for a long time. So I have no idea how much of my brain is already damaged.
But you’re young, and already seeking help. So that says a lot about your character and intellect.
I graduate next year, and my therapist has helped tremendously with stress, and helping me keep a positive outlook on life. And yes math and chemistry has been the hardest for me. Definitely if you have concentration problems.
I took Chemistry in college, we got a great teaching assistant discussion group added to the class, I remember when I finally started understanding it.
kinda got a bum deal though, the final was only about 20 questions, so you could miss 3 or 4, and still end up with a C.
I’m working my tail off to understand the material, and get a good grade in that class. Right now I have an F but that’s more due to my bad scores on tests, because I just don’t understand what they are asking.