Thought every first drink in grocery stores was poisoned. I would always grab one at the very back.
Every car that passed by me was going to roll down their window and start shooting me
Thought that I had died years ago in my ATV accident and was currently in the after life
There was this p0rnstar named āIsis Taylorā I stopped searching her name up because I thought that the government would accuse me of trying to join Isis (the terroist group)
I did that , āgrab from the backā strategy as well. When at my worst, I thought people were anticipating the food I would buy and poisoning it as well, so I developed this method of getting a random number and counting down the food aisle to a random food and purchasing it. lol.
At one point I thought I was in a simulation and was killed when I went to sleep and ārespawnedā with no memory of it, which made it hard to sleep.
Did a therapist actually ask why you had those delusions. Best way to get rid of them is to figure out why you have them and work on your actual problems
I have never been to a therapist. I know from people that have therapists that they are a mixed bag at best anyway.
The best way for me to get rid of them is to stay medicated. I have zero delusions when I am medicated properly.
I know why I had them. Itās because I have schizophrenia and make false connections when Iām not medicated. The best way to get rid of them for me is medications. There is no āroot causeā, that a therapist is going to find as to why I thought food was poisoned or why I believed people were after me. Its all making false connections in my head.
Hi, my delusions are always about being telepathically bullied which is exhausting. Itās probably better on medication and also when I ignore it but itās hard to doā¦
Hi. Thinking people can read your mind is one of the more disturbing of the delusions I have had in the past. Its very disconcerting thinking you have no privacy, not even in your head, so I get that.
-persecatory delusions about the gov, aliens, and demons
-grandiose religious delusions
-nihilistic delusions, cotards delusion and capgras
-delusions of reference from tv, books, radio, music, even graffiti and bilboards
-thought insertion and control tol
All i can think of rn
Iāve recently been dealing with thought broadcasting, itās been rough.
My other main delusion is religious in nature. It has evolved through the years. Itās still there in the back of my mind or when moral things come up.
I have a voice in my head that says itās God and a female who says one day weāll be together. She said that thereās a switch somewhere in my house that opens a secret door in my basement to an underground train that will take me to her. For days I was looking for secret levers like a man possessed by controlling voices. I started googling people living in mansions underground and there was an underground train. This went on for days. It was like command hallucinations where I was just watching my body go through the motions trying to figure out this riddle. Eventually things fizzled out and my voice said weāll meet another way. I donāt even care about crap like this, but when these voices go on for days I canāt get a thought of my own in its like theyāre thinking for me. I get lost in my mind. Eventually a new delusion comes along. I thought there were tunnels under my house and my neighbor was using these tunnels to go into my house and eat my sushi when Iām running errands. At least I never feel alone thanks to the voices. Gotta see the positive.
When im in psychosis and/or mania, I have constantly shifting and changing delusions. I think i would have had pretty much every type there is at some point or another. I also felt super euphoric when manic like I had taken a huge dose of mdma or something (which I hadnāt) and could go days without any sleep. I guess thats kinda a hallmark manic thing though anyway. I also had voices occasionally but not very often. And also visual hallucinations occasionally.
But these days I rarely have psychotic episodes. Which is a relief since some of mine have lasted many months at a time. The first time I went crazy I stayed in the adult psych ward for many months straight without leaving at all. I was around 16 or 17 years old that time. Nightmare period of my life.
