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Delusions of ours


#1

What r some of ur weirdest delusions and where do u think the ideas come from. Most of mine were voice lead. The voices would start accusing me of being a particular person and I would believe them. I’ve been a mad scientist cloning people on a spaceship, telepathic with everyone on the planet, I’ve erased people using time travel, and more. What have been ur delusions and how did u get through them?


#2

I have had a long way in schizophrenia, since 10 until 29, I’ve been a lot of things lol, I thought that I can turn into a mermaid, a vampire queen, a famous rock star, a powerful slave owner, the last person on earth, wanted by aliens, a spiritual mediator, but didn’t really believed in the delusions since I can tell that my situation don’t fall into my delusion’s category, the voices were my dad’s voice or mostly people I knew, I heard a dead family member as well, only the psychotic episodes went to the extreme and beyond logic. But lately and in the late 5 or 7 years my delusions are becoming hard to detect, they become more logical or more likely can happen and not impossible, like I have discovered I had a delusion about a member in my family to hurt me, I couldn’t know that it was a delusion made by my sz, it was with me for about 7 years and I didn’t know it was a delusion until the last two months when a brave member on the old forum said that she had a delusion that looks like mine, thanks to her now I know, (thank you by the way, she knows :wink:, maybe she can know)…The other lovely delusion I have is what I live for in this life, and I will be it and it won’t be a delusion anymore, I hope so, with god’s help, because it’s more likely to happen :smile:


#3

Wow that a lot of delusions! I thought I was bad. I don’t think my voices can lead me anymore tbh. I’m all delusioned out. Touch wood. Famous last words lol. It will b interesting to see what my next one is and how away with the fairies I get. Can’t wait…not.


#4

I get these mini delusions where I feel like I’ve done something truly violent and damaging to my family. I just wake up and I’m so upset with myself for beating them up, breaking their arms, stabbing them. But then I finally get out of bed and try to get the courage to face what I have done, only to find, I never did it. I never laid a hand on them.

I have one delusion that has sunk in all the way to my heart. It didn’t just stay in my head. That one I can never get over. It is so deeply engrained it will never leave me.


#5

The sky is falling. Of course it is we are tralveing throw space at incratable speed. Just the things other money is doing!


#6

Always thought I was a Broadway star.


#7

what we do as sz people, when so out there, in the fog of madness, we do as sz people .
yes feel the sorrow if you remember but also take a breath, a deep breath and realize it was the illness not the real you.
take care


#8

I had delusions of persecution, like thinking that i was on tv, that cameras in my room filmed me and streamed on tv, like that movie The Truman Show. I also thought people could use hypnosis on me, like say a phrase and then I would go into a trance and do anything they told me to do. I thought I has been brainwashed like in that move The Manchurian Candidate…


#9

lol well ya a lot of them but still I only said very little about the things I had, and there are a lot more to say about what I went through in my schizophrenia…most of my delusions are more like fantasies and obsessions because I was able to logicalize them all, but you have to excuse me that I was a kid and all the list of bizarre delusions or fantasies happened between 4th and 8th grade, and I don’t get those weirdo delusions anymore, I do feel a little proud of my journey. it was crowded and interesting. I do wonder about people who believe in one of my previous delusions, and how they couldn’t surpass them like me, but still every one is different, I always think of that, and if I can only let someone out of their delusions like I did with mine. But the problem you’ll wash one delusion away to have a fresh one waiting for you at the corner ! it’s like an endless loop.


#10

Mine aren’t very creative. Every-bodies against me. I feel like I am in constant danger in public. And the usual thought-broadcasting.


#11

mine were very creative. I cannot believe now how I believed in them. I guess if a voice tells u something over and over u start to question it but not anymore. now im pretty level headed…until the next time lol


#12

mine were just normal paranoid schizo stuff. Like the city is against me or im the subject of psychological experiments. Also thought I was famous, like that movie The Truman Show…famous in a persecuted way


#13

A lot of my basic delusions were all about kidnappers. I knew they were everywhere. I’ve done some very stupid things and used a lot of time and energy in my delusion about training my younger siblings on out smarting kidnappers.