Since no one will listen to me anyway. Just want to silence me. Keep me obedient . Take your meds, keep your head low, and you too can fit right in! Alone, that’s what you all want right? ■■■■ it I give up!
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@Moon Our thoughts are with you. 
No one wants you to be alone Moon. We are all trying to help you, but this is a recovery website, can’t be have you making thread after thread of your theories about demons.
Just because we don’t believe in the validity of what your thinking doesn’t mean we want you to give up.
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I’m a good person. I get along with everyone. I’ve done some questionable things. I carry that guilt everyday. But I don’t deserve this conspiracy to isolate me and drive me mad.
I know that you are a good person Moon. You are only trying to help people. I believe you are just confused.
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I wasn’t meant for this world
Maybe you should try calling a crisis line now Moon. I think you could really use to talk to someone in person(well over the phone) and maybe they can help ground you. Would you like for me to list them?
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Crisis lines are useless
Do you have someone else that you trust that you can call?
No. I’m all alone.
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I’m sorry to hear that Moon. Well, I will talk to you if that helps. You can PM too if you want.
I was tired of feeling forced isolated so I cut everyone out of my life. I don’t need anyone, if I kill myself then so be it.
Don’t do that Moon. Things will get better. You don’t want to miss out on all the good things that you have in your future.
I have no future.
Sure you do Moon. But I think that that future is going to have to require meds.
You have some positives in your life. You just got SSDI for example, that’s a big one.
Moon I think the best option for you is to go to the hospital and seek help.
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I don’t know if I can say the right words, this statement always come up for me,
I am the director of my story, and the last chapters are not written yet.
Would you be willing to go to the hospital Moon? Maybe you would feel better after a stay.
I don’t belong there. I may be a little down but I am not ill like they want me to believe
Don’t give up. I don’t think it’s in your nature.