Let’s see what happens. When it comes to the close. Isn’t life a funny thing.
I would not try it. Sounds like a bad idea. 
I got like this a little while ago. I have tried too hard to live my life, but I fear that it’s artificial and I only have little time left, what’s the problem
That’s 11 grams, sounds like a lot…
Don’t do anything harmful to yourself. You’re under some stress at the moment. This disease can make mountains out of molehills.
I don’t want to wake up. I don’t want to work, live, breathe or deal with any of this anymore. I am sick of this, and need to tap out.
I have stopped my medication, sooner or later I won’t remember a thing and I will drift off into the ether.
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I think you should call an emergency line, @Ninjastar @anon9798425 we need some help here
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My health team know.
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You need to get urgent medical help. Please call someone. Things have a way of getting resolved over time. Don’t do anything to harm yourself. Call someone.
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I am sorry but my decision is based on the fact that I don’t want to play this game anymore. I am sick of keeping calm and carrying on like it’s nothing.
I don’t think I should be alive just for the benefit of other people. That’s selfish
What did they say ?
Well, the helpline person is letting them know.
I cannot talk to my case manager as we don’t have an understanding with each other
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If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
International crisis hotlines:
http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
http://www.suicidestop.com/suicide_prevention_chat_online.html
Crisis hotlines in the U.S.:
My plan is to make myself so ill off meds that I lose the thing that’s keeping me here - hope in vain.
That’s good news.
I am sorry to post here. I really don’t know what value it is to others being this way.
When were you first diagnosed ?
psychosis in 2004 and full blown sz in 2013
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Have you tried many meds or have you been on the same one ? I tried a lot.
Well Google seems to point towards this being non fatal, still not good though, you should go to a hospital if you took that 11g I think.