After a hellish day of confusion and depression and trying to figure out if hospital is where I need to go, I have come to decide what to do. .
I took 200mg amisulpride for two days (Saturday and Sunday) because I ran out and was unable to get sooner. But now I’m back to 400mg this past day.
I’m going to see how I feel over the next two days and if I’m still not well I will go into hospital.
Tonight I felt all f***ed up mixed up. Wanted to laugh and cry and yell all at the same time. Tried again and again to cut but the knife isn’t sharp enough it seems. Danced to four songs and exhausted myself. In bed now trying to sleep. It’s 23:30. And I’m still restless. Hope I can fall asleep.
What a crazy day it has been!