In my nature I am a person who wants to live, but my health problems are stronger than me
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You will only feel this way temporarily. Hang in there, and once your intrusive thoughts pass you’ll want to live again 
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Be strong Erez… u are a good guy…!!!
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Please don’t give up !! Life will turn around for you again…you just have to hold on, it will get better!
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I think you’ll be ok, keep exercising, it helps …
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Dont give up…???
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thats horrible 
you make me feel sad about this
In addition to paranoid sz, I have many other illnesses too such glaucoma, diabetes, high blood pressure, and few others, but still I want to live, @Chess24 you can live too.
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The will power. Use your will power.
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@Plumber there are times, when I am physically very weak, that bad thoughts get better of me…
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I think will power of szphrenick are weak…!!! Any ways try harder…!!!
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I am sorry to hear that. Take more rest. You are not alone. I think you need encouragement and a lot of love.
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There are many times in our lives when we are weak, I remember when I lived in my auto in America over two years, I created a list of 21 ways how I could end my existence, I was quite depressed among other things, but now after 16 years here I am writing to you @Chess24 , you are young and you can see the world if you like to do so. There must be some higher power.
You just have to think differently. It is â– â– â– â– â– â– â– when you are sick but you can not help it. try to get some satisfaction from life.
There are also people who have never been considered a psychiatrist and who can be diagnosed with some kind of disorder.
Light at the end of the tunnel. Get a good sleep and wake up refreshed. The only shot at happiness we know we have is in this life. The end of our shot comes quickly enough. If you try to hurry it up, and if a bad place awaits, you’d be in for a rude awakening. Don’t be foolish. Take a good nap and clear your mind.
You can live and enjoy your life, once I tried to commit suicide, I was quite on the bottom, but now I want to live, maybe one day I visit Israel and see places there, there must be some higher power, You can live too. It is much about our attitudes.
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I’m so sorry you feel this way. Please hang in there, it gets better, I promise
I struggle with that feeling too. It sucks but hopefully if you keep going then you’ll come out on the other end glad that you stayed alive. I hope you feel better soon. 
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Wow chess!! You are very particular…
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