I no longer want to live.
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Hey erez i feel same way u feel. I no longer want to live…but dying is not ez…u have to live another 50 yrs or more …u are highly lovable in this forum …u are good by ur heart…plz choose life…
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I don’t want to live
Be strong Erez…
I don’t want u to die
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Be strong my friend
erez I’m fond of you please don’t leave us. I would miss you. You always share your love with your friends on this forum. It’s a wonderful thing to see. Don’t go.
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Life is precious Erez! And I know that you know this as I’ve seen you say the same thing. I know you want to live a long life really! Stay strong and keep your head up 
It may sound cliche, the truth is you have a positive impact on other people’s lives. Be strong and find this within yourself. You are a selfless person, this is no small compliment. Don’t let your inner demons or doubts in yourself being you down.
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I feel slightly better now.
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Try to build on that. Find what makes you feel good and do it. You need a way to distract yourself from all this negativity. You would hurt us all if you called it quits.
wasnt it you that said a little while back you could not do the things your therapist wanted you to do?
Trying to learn a different way to live is a struggle. But i think you can do it. We, as patents, should exspect to fail at the first couple of attempts of anything that is suggested to help us. Maybe more than a couple, really.
But as with anything else, we need practice. Each time we try, and fail, we feel very bad for a while. Yet, we need to stop and realize that even though we did not suceede, we did get closer. We will make it.
I remember too, you seemed better and more confident when you told us about the time you went to the gym and used the rowing machine. Exercise and getting out of the house is a form of therapy we do for ourselves. It seemed to work.
I am wondering if you feel this bad because you dont think you can do something or that because you tried and failed???
Be kinder to yourself. Allow your self to try a new thing and to practice. Acknowlege that your failures was still an attempt. Those attempts still matter!
You are stronger than your illness. Please raise your self from despair. Be kinder and have more patience with your self.
@Macy, my baseline health is very poor.
This is my main problem.
It’s not about effort or ideas it’s about fundamental health.
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What’s wrong with your health specifically?