i was normal once, what happened?
Idk I’m more of a normie now from meds and therapy than I’ve ever been
Same as ttp, I was never normal, now I am. What the hell happened?
And you’re pretty average normal daydreamer.
I was kinda normal once…till i took an arrow to the knee…then got mauled by a bear…but i killed him by talking him to death
…then crawled through a cow field that had a bunch of red ant nests in it…killed them with my kung fu and some chop sticks…theres more but thats alot…
maybe i shouldn’t grumble, lots more people have lots more problems than i have,
I’ve started to feel more normal now that I’ve given up benzos. It’s taken 2 years though. How many years have you been stable on your current meds?
I like how you said it after my post…lol…your doing good and your voice is valued…
2 years only. Stability is a new thing for me. Officially I’ve been stable for a while though. I just feel stable finally.
It would be great to be able to do the things you post about sometimes but maybe that will come in time for me.
i hope it does, start small thats what i did
(i still feel like i don’t do much) had less energy lately though.
Normal Is boring anyways but in all seriousness, I agree with you and @everhopeful ; it’s about being stable. I’ve been more stable with meds but sometimes I feel like…flat?¿ like it’s just me now. Alone.
I understand baby chicken with a little hat on…
You got a spunk to you IMO!!!
Baby chicken with the little hat on appreciates it!
Thank you!! I meant in my head, but I guess it’s a good thing my mind is quiet Just like a good friend once said; I have to fill it up with more passions and dreams now!
i use to feel flat as well its not very nice, i didn’t feel anything really
Did you ever get over it? I’m waiting for the day I can finally feel again
well i had to change med, it was hard to know what was causing it but i think it was partly the med, still not sure though, i just know that after i changed med i started feeling a bit more. i tell myself i was overmedicated.
Ah I see. Yeah at first, I thought it was the antidepressant causing it but then I thought…wait isn’t it the antipsychotic the one blocking dopamine levels?¿ So I may have to talk to my pdoc about this. I get to see her this Friday!!
i think sometimes my p/doc didn’t want to admit that it was the med causing it, its true the sz may cause it too but idk for sure its all quite hazy really, its hard bc you don’t want to get into bother with other meds, i left it as long as i could and i was only changed bc my med wasn’t working anymore and i had an ulcer, thing is i am trying to say what works for me might not work for you