I think our perceptions really affect how we respond to others. If someone reminds you of someone you had a bad experience with, it’ll affect how you respond to them. Likewise, someone who reminds you of good people or good things will be perceived in a better light and you’ll care more about what they think
yea it is just disappointing that I have to distance myself from people whom I would actually not want to distance myself from, were it not for the self-consciousness.
and then it ends up feeling like a war because of the boundaries that I set but…I don’t like war
I mean I know this is common and all, but still, that doesn’t take away from the fact that it is very ANNOYING. My self-consciousness affects my behaviour somewhat and as a result those people are going to form corresponding opinions. I think the self consciousness reasons are difficult to explain but it has to do with fear of deeply hurting myself…does it make sense ?
Yes. When you quit drinking you have to distance yourself from your old drinking buddies. It’s awkward and unpleasant. How do you tell a friend you have to stay away from them.