I want to disappear

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Says it all 155555555

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I tried that. Running away from my problems. It doesn’t work…

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I’m sorry you’re having a rough time. I used to run away a lot as a kid and teen. I just needed to get away. I hope you feel better soon

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man I hope you aren’t suicidal…??? @Wave please be more detailed. are you thinking of hurting yourself?

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@Wave, no matter how far away you run, you can never run away from yourself.

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Sometimes I want to disappear too.

Know the feeling, homie.

Sorry you’re feeling this way,

It’ll pass.

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You can try texting 741741 and talking to a volunteer. They might even be able to help you find other therapists in your area.

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when I was 2 or so and saw a male genital for the first time, I ran away - got all the way into the next room and sat down. Then, my brother got dressed. Thank goodness for clothing. I hope your problems find some clothes to wear.

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Hey @Wave
You have a LOT going on right now! A changing treatment team really affects our stability. Are you willing to say more? Are you safe?

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Where is Wave? @Wave please wink or say something so we know you are o k o k?

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I’m feeling better now, I was in a dark place in my head yesterday.
Thanks guys.

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@Wave you are loved buddy

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Thanks @SammyP.

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Glad to see you back. It’s good you are feeling better. We were concerned.

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Thanks @TomCat.
I’m still cycling downward a bit but no longer feeling like harming myself.
I may call my psychiatrist if it continues.

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i get that way too a lot. its the struggle.
just gotta keep going wave

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Yes, thanks @anon31257746.

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Sorry to hear you are on a downward spiral. I know the feeling well. Not a good place to be. I will be praying for you @Wave.

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Thank you @SkinnyMe.

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I understand. I often wish I could just hide away.
Wishing you the best @Wave. ((Hugs))

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