I am sick of life, I don’t want to live anymore and just want to die.
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Do not give up
People get well
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@Chess24 you’re going to get through this. Don’t give up. There’s so much out there for you.
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Just hold on, things will change xx
You’re stronger than you know. Each time you get through this feeling you’ll come out stronger
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I had similar thoughts in 1999, 20 years ago, I started hearing voices and had depression, I just felt very bad, but I survived, and here I am 20 years later writing to you, you’ll survive and manage to find something interesting to do, I know it is this illness that makes us to feel bad and depressed sometimes. You’ll survive.
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I have had quite bad times during these 20 years, it was almost every day when I thought of dying when I lived in my auto in Miami and elsewhere (over two years), but I survived, many years ago I actually tried to commit suicide, but I survived that too, I am planning of living next 30 years at least, @Chess24 you can survive too.
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@Chess24 You got this, my friend. I’m here for you.
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We all want to die at some point in our lives. I think its a part of the old brain of natural selection going on.
But it doesnt mean you have to do it!
It just means your sick of your current physical/emotional situation - and you want to change it. Its your brains not so subtle way of telling you its had enough.
Think about the coping mechanisms that you have learnt.
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If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
International suicide hotlines:
http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
http://www.suicidestop.com/suicide_prevention_chat_online.html
Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:
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I hallucinate every day. I don’t want to live a lot of times either. Your not alone. 
Just keep plugging away.
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How are you right now @Chess24? You ok?
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@Chess24
Are you in therapy? Do you attend any support groups? Do you have family and friend support?
Do you have someone you can talk to?
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@Chess24 I know you are against meds and I understand the side effects of them can be awful. I hate them, but feeling suicidal and going in psychosis is worse than side effects. There are low doses of meds that can help with less side effects.
There’s also herbs. I had a LOT of benefits from Lion’s Mane extract. Clearer thinking, better mood, less body pain. No side effects for me, though some get a headache from the detoxing effect. It’s worth thinking about and is all naturr.
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