Want to die
Voices are loud
Hiding the truth from people
Feeling followed all the time
Nightime is the hardest time of day
Doctors and nurses don’t care anyway
Sometimes I wonder if anyone cares… they probably don’t
Don’t know what to do
Very lost in this world
İt s really hard situation @tezzie88. İ hope you can get over it without doing stupid things. Best wishes. Take care.
I care. What’s happening?
- How much support do you have?
- What meds are you on?
- Have you been in the hospital?
Im sorry you are having such a hard time. I dont know how to help, but want to say: hang in there. We care! You can tell us and we can listen and try to support you. Wishing you well.
If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
International suicide hotlines:
Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:
Be sure, that out there somebody really cares about you. Always. Maybe it’s one person, but I tend to find this true. . My situation is terrible too, I am on the edge too. Continue posting here if you can. Hugs!!!
Remember things can get better.
I hope you will feel cared for and loved and that the voices will stop.
Ask for help and it’s good you asked for help here in the forum.
I remember how I suffered when I had voices…
Love to you!!!
Am on clozapine and cymbalta
Havnt had a hospital admission for a few years
Was doing well so was told I didn’t need mental health team
I just too tired to care anymore
Our fears will control us…if we let them. I used to have psychoses where my voices made thinking so horrible that I thought death was better and would try to kill myself. But after a while I noticed something. Only the physical could harm me. Thoughts in my head are scary but thoughts cant hurt us physically. So when my next psychosis came , I decide i would let the voices scream, shout, threaten, make fun of me…whatever they wanted…i would just let them go on…it was a horrible experience and they got really loud…but after I remained, didnt do anything(was lying on bed) they just lost interest and stopped talking. Changed my sz a lot…
You say you are hiding the truth from people. Is there someone you can confide in? Do you want to share with us?
I know how frustrating it is to feel like no one cares because I feel exactly the same, you can always talk to us about how you feel I know it has helped me more than any medication or therapy because it’s always easier to talk to people who have a better understanding of what your going through
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