Want to die
All alone
Voices are loud
Hiding the truth from people
Feeling followed all the time
Nightime is the hardest time of day
Doctors and nurses don’t care anyway
Sometimes I wonder if anyone cares… they probably don’t
Don’t know what to do
Very lost in this world
Thanks
T
İt s really hard situation @tezzie88. İ hope you can get over it without doing stupid things. Best wishes. Take care.
@tezzie88
I care. What’s happening?
Im sorry you are having such a hard time. I dont know how to help, but want to say: hang in there. We care! You can tell us and we can listen and try to support you. Wishing you well.
If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
International suicide hotlines:
http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
http://www.suicidestop.com/suicide_prevention_chat_online.html
Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:
Be sure, that out there somebody really cares about you. Always. Maybe it’s one person, but I tend to find this true. 
. My situation is terrible too, I am on the edge too. Continue posting here if you can. Hugs!!!
Remember things can get better.
I hope you will feel cared for and loved and that the voices will stop.
Ask for help and it’s good you asked for help here in the forum.
I remember how I suffered when I had voices…
Love 
to you!!!
Am on clozapine and cymbalta
Havnt had a hospital admission for a few years
Was doing well so was told I didn’t need mental health team
I just too tired to care anymore
Thanks
Our fears will control us…if we let them. I used to have psychoses where my voices made thinking so horrible that I thought death was better and would try to kill myself. But after a while I noticed something. Only the physical could harm me. Thoughts in my head are scary but thoughts cant hurt us physically. So when my next psychosis came , I decide i would let the voices scream, shout, threaten, make fun of me…whatever they wanted…i would just let them go on…it was a horrible experience and they got really loud…but after I remained, didnt do anything(was lying on bed) they just lost interest and stopped talking. Changed my sz a lot…
@tezzie88
You say you are hiding the truth from people. Is there someone you can confide in? Do you want to share with us?
I know how frustrating it is to feel like no one cares because I feel exactly the same, you can always talk to us about how you feel I know it has helped me more than any medication or therapy because it’s always easier to talk to people who have a better understanding of what your going through
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