Can’t do this anymore

Want to die

All alone

Voices are loud

Hiding the truth from people

Feeling followed all the time

Nightime is the hardest time of day

Doctors and nurses don’t care anyway

Sometimes I wonder if anyone cares… they probably don’t

Don’t know what to do

Very lost in this world




İt s really hard situation @tezzie88. İ hope you can get over it without doing stupid things. Best wishes. Take care.


I care. What’s happening?

  1. How much support do you have?
  2. What meds are you on?
  3. Have you been in the hospital?

Im sorry you are having such a hard time. I dont know how to help, but want to say: hang in there. We care! You can tell us and we can listen and try to support you. Wishing you well.


If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.

You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.

International suicide hotlines:

Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:


Be sure, that out there somebody really cares about you. Always. Maybe it’s one person, but I tend to find this true. :blush:. My situation is terrible too, I am on the edge too. Continue posting here if you can. Hugs!!!

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Remember things can get better.

I hope you will feel cared for and loved and that the voices will stop.

Ask for help and it’s good you asked for help here in the forum.

I remember how I suffered when I had voices…

Love :two_hearts: to you!!!

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Am on clozapine and cymbalta

Havnt had a hospital admission for a few years

Was doing well so was told I didn’t need mental health team

I just too tired to care anymore


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Our fears will control us…if we let them. I used to have psychoses where my voices made thinking so horrible that I thought death was better and would try to kill myself. But after a while I noticed something. Only the physical could harm me. Thoughts in my head are scary but thoughts cant hurt us physically. So when my next psychosis came , I decide i would let the voices scream, shout, threaten, make fun of me…whatever they wanted…i would just let them go on…it was a horrible experience and they got really loud…but after I remained, didnt do anything(was lying on bed) they just lost interest and stopped talking. Changed my sz a lot…

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You say you are hiding the truth from people. Is there someone you can confide in? Do you want to share with us?


I know how frustrating it is to feel like no one cares because I feel exactly the same, you can always talk to us about how you feel I know it has helped me more than any medication or therapy because it’s always easier to talk to people who have a better understanding of what your going through

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