I’m not doing so good
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Will keep you in my thoughts. 
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My heart hurts too. Just about everyday. You’re not going to hurt yourself are you? I know you cry. Sending love your way. Hugs
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Call 911. 151515
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@Leaf do you need to go to the hospital to stay safe? If so, that’s totally okay. The hospital is here to keep you safe and help you work through these things.
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I hate myself. I hate that I have a messed up brain. I hate that I have to fake my way through social interactions. I hate that I would rather lay in bed and be alone than spend time with my family. I hate that I’m fat. I hate that my ■■■■■■■ brain won’t shut the hell up ever. And I really don’t like hate in my space, it hurts.
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I love you. I think you’re an amazing person who always goes out of her way to put others ahead of herself. I think you need to know that it’s okay to put yourself first sometimes, too. It’s a good and healthy thing to take time for just you. Is there any activity that always puts a smile on your face, that’s just for you?
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Get well soon @Leaf…!!!
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Remember that blessing and suffering are two sides of the same coin. To know one extreme, of happiness and love, we must also know the other extreme, of pain and hatred.
You’re currently in the trough, but remember the peak, symbolizing days of great joy are ahead of you! Keep fighting and you’ll make it there.
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@Leaf I’m sorry you’re struggling… you’ve always been one of the strong ones.
This is gonna pass. Our brains just have added irregularities and hiccups… You wait for it and I guarantee that you have happy strong days ahead of you.
Hang in there!
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Hugs leaf. I care for you. Please get to feeling better.
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Sending you hugs. I hope you feel better soon, my new friend.
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I hope things get better for you, @Leaf
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@Leaf let God have a chance to give you a better life…my life recently turned around for the better and yours can too !! never give up…suicide is a mistake !! always…
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