The last few days I feel different and like I can actually ignore all of the intrusive thoughts. Its probably because ive been going to school and being around people more. I drive a lot and listen to rap a lot and recently I went on a trip to California and came back motivated to get better, after hanging out with my old friends.
I barely glimpse my own humanity, maybe once or twice a day, which is a huge improvement.
Don’t think I’m ready to facilitate a discussion in class though, which I signed up for (required). My accommdations could get me out of this, but I might want the challenge. My thoughts are too scrambled and i might end up not even being able to do it before its too late to quit. Any advice would be appreciated