I really feel that the negative directional conversation is being muted.
How much ever I try to listen what the other person is saying who tries to make fun of me my ears just goes deaf.
Is this a possibility?
No, this is not how medications work. How are you feeling? A lot of your posts lately make it look like you are losing insight into your illness.
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I think I am losing it !
How did you figure out ?
I am like slight off but not saying it out much.
But I am feeling it like in a good way.
Not causing harm to anyone or self.
And highly grandiose
And the main thing is I have myself but this is not me !
I have a job and performing really well !
I used to always smoke while at work plus mastrubate once a week atleast. But now I don’t know who is this person anymore.
Nothing in action as above !
I have no clue.
I can’t even remember what happened yesterday or what I did last Sunday !
All I know is I have surrendered myself to self awareness or consciousness or meds or all at once to the present moment.
Anyways I am not in a bad state or manic. But just the right amount of energy to go along the day and night !
Only I lose my mind when I don’t get enough sleep of 8 hours plus.
Edit: you know while I am typing this I am typing from my corner of the brain where I exists. My view about my old self is almost fading away . I don’t know should I be happy or sad !
Hey wait a second I remember my current state portrayed in a movie .
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