I think im more addicted

I think im more addicted to my ex than he is meth! I cant stop thinkin of him and talkin to him in my head… Im all over the place emotionally! I know its only been 3 days split but i want him! I CANT! I need to take care of my self and not be in a meth addicted relationship where the drug is more important than me!

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please p m me if you need to talk…? you are not alone…you are doing the right thing… @Itsme

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When I left my abusive ex I had to leave my phone off for an entire week, because I kept getting the urge to call him. Granted, this was back when I could just remove the battery and give it to a friend, and there was no other means of contacting him besides writing a letter.

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I feel alone, i was with him 3 1/2 years, were both schizoaffective so neither of us worked…so we were around eachother 24/7… And a year ago he started using amd we started couple and drug counclin and almost every month it was ill quit ill try rehab and nothing changed except him using more frequently and i couldnt do it anymore, so i left him 3 days ago and hes all i can think about… I talk to him in my head im crying constantly than im super pissed than relived and at peace… Im miserable and i dont know how to keep reminding myself that it was really bad!

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I’m sorry you miss him. But you need to take care of yourself, because he wasn’t taking care of you. Your heartache will become less strong over time. It’s just going to take time and you have to stay strong. I know you are lonely.

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Thank u ,i appreciate the support… Im probly gonna be whinin on the forum for awhile but with the support i think i can stay strong!

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We are here for you.

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