Trying to tear myself away from this guy.
Cos I need to.
I’m too addicted. Not sure why.
It is all irrational.
Honestly what the ■■■■ is wrong with me.
I don’t know.
sorry to hear you feeling sad =(
i hope you find a way to deal with it.
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If he’s toxic for you let him go. It’s better to be alone than with the wrong person. I know it’s not easy to do.
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Thanks Lekkerhondje 
It is like there is no future with him in any way.
Can’t even make conversation with him without feeling bad vibes
So why am I addicted.
It’s really dumb.
I’m going to try to abstain
Thanks 
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Idk what he is like. But vibes just feel inappropriate.
Sorry to hear you understand Loke
Hope you’ve overcome it…
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do you feel lonely maybe? And trying to fill the void or something…
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Yes maybe it is my body trying to fill the void but it isn’t a good way in the long run. Sighs.
Because I don’t see it being positive and plus I even feel I may be on the verge of stalking as I looked at his social media more than once per day, not sure.
It is friggn terrible.
I just need to be sad for a while whilst I stop searching him up on social media.
It almost makes me feel weak.
It’s like I’ve latched onto him. Somehow.
Though I don’t really want to.
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Thanks @lekkerhondje and @Loke
You’ve been supportive and I appreciate it.
I just gotta tear myself away from it.
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You are on Aripiprazole still ?
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yea you gotta try to not look him up too much and give it some time i think.
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Thankyou you are kind 
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2.5mg per day but it’s powerful stuff yes I read it can be impulsive stuff. Idk it may be contributing.
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Leave him alone and work on your self esteem. 
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Thanks Graybear
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I get crazy ideas even after breakup, and I can still try, but its the worst feeling once I realise, it was all wrong.
You dont have to be sad, I am still getting over with it and its tough.
Its not you its acting up this way, it may be the chemicals.
If I try to find why the chemical formed , no one can answer that I think.
Just think this way its very powerful substance, since the start of humans its interest has not dropped 2 % as well, so you should understand you are fighting a hard battle.
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Maybe do some different activity to take your mind off
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Wow. Thankyou. Yes it is just some chemicals. It’s not love. Good way to look at it.
I wish you well in getting over it.
We can do it.
Day by day
I have gotten over someone like this before so we can do it again
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Thankyou thankyou. Yea I have a nice friend I should be focused on ppl who are actually really in my life.
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Bpd hitting you hard today? 
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