If any of you remember me from the several times I’ve been on here before, I have a tendency to go super saiyan on the forum every year. Then I disappear for long stretches of time. It usually comes about when I get so lonely I can no longer hide in the diversions I set for myself.
There are a lot of you which I wish I could’ve gotten to know better. That is my biggest regret whenever I leave for awhile. I guess it is just my lot in life to be the way that I am lol. It is really nice to converse with you all and you always make me feel better knowing someone has a inkling of what I’m going through.
And I’m sorry if I seem pretentious and supercilious at times. The truth is I am sort of both and it leaks out whether I want it to or not. I do try to fight it though.
You are all really great people and you’ve all helped me more than you could know. I really wish the best for you. The fact that there are so many amazing people enduring this when, if things were fair, there shouldn’t even be a thing called schizophrenia breaks my heart. I guess part of life is learning how to trudge through the bad parts to get to the good. I hope you all get to the good and yet stay on the forum a little so I can hear about it later.
Thanks
(Please forget I wrote this if I decide to stick around the forum some more lol. That is also possible)