My mum is visiting Australia from Sweden and I had not seen her in four years before she came.
It’s great to see her again and I love her but she is complicated and difficult and tries bossing me about and I can think she is suppressive.
We have had lots of fights while she has been staying with me.
Today she said something about me seeking fights and trouble and I told her I was living peacefully till she got here and she was furious and said she could change her ticket and go back to Sweden early.
The thing is it’s true.
I clearly have issues with both my parents and I believe I love my former stepmom more than I love them.much more.
I love my parents but I do fight with them a lot.
I appreciate that my mum is alive and I love her but her mannerisms and behaviour is difficult for me .
I get annoyed and angry and upset and have awful feelings I did not have before she came.
I actually was living in peace.
But she woke up bad feeling in me and her behaviour is difficult for me.
She became furious the other day because I wore too much makeup.
I had black eyeliner on.
It’s none of her business.
We have different taste.
Hope she doesn’t go home early.
I love her and she is my mum but it’s difficult having her stay with me.
She is going back in about two weeks to Sweden and I don’t know when I will see her next time.
She makes me so upset.
My parents are definitely not easy going people.
So sad we fight.
I was actually living peacefully before she came.
We always have had a difficult relationship.