Now my sanity is really paying for it. I was just too scared to go to sleep because of nightmares. So I drank coffee and smoked all night and morning. And hung out on the board.
“Where is my mind?”
Ughhhh 
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Don’t feel too all alone. Lots of sz’s do that. I’m sorry you’re stressed out. Maybe you could talk to your pdoc about a med change.
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Thank you for your kind response. I am at my Mom’s now, and I have a good support system here. I will definitely bring that up to the pdoc though.
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Yeah, those nightmares can be scary and depressing. I used to get those a lot but then they just went away.
I hope it works out for you too.
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@Chrishasheart
I can relate to you so much.
I also experience very frightening dreams, some at random, some from traumatic events I’ve lived through.
The long hours in the Navy really messed up my sleep pattern.
I can tell you from personal experience that long periods of time without sleep causes hallucinations.
The nightmares are terrible, but no sleep is worse. I hope you feel better soon.
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Thank you Nick, I appreciate it. 
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Thank you for your compassion and insight @kindness. I know I’ll definitely be getting to bed early tonight. I am a little worried about nightmares, but usually when I am with my Mom and siblings my demons aren’t so bad.
I thought you were a veteran also. Very cool. Take care
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hope you feel better, chris.
I pull all-nighters often, only because my family is quieter during the night.
but insomnia is definitely not healthy and i hope you get relief soon.
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Thank you @sirBoring I slept so hard last night, I don’t even remember my dreams haha.
Take care
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