Or rather… Just to say how stupid I am.
I slipped and smoked weed several times last week.
Not feeling better. Probably worse than ever.
I am conscious, communicating and etc, but I truly feel worse.
I feel so so stupid.
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Ok I understand just relax , you can get better.
Only thing is you have to go through the entire cycle of recovery again.
Because when I started to drink again and now I am going through that cycle of recovery.
Where I lost the job I had and now trying to recover from the start.
My pDoc changed the meds and now again getting back to the same meds from 2mg and increasing.
Its been now 10 months wasted. Anyways recovery is possible.
Mistakes happen for a reason, so we could learn from them.
Don’t lose hope!!!
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I stopped completely for three months now. My thoughts are so much clearer now. My physical energy is even better. I now smoke CBD only. The box says it has 0.2 percent delta 9 THC in it and it might show up on a drug test. Is weed legal where you live? I would never use it or buy it illegally. I now am regaining my ability to get high from life not weed or alcohol.
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I smoked weed for two months straight recently. I quit now, hopefully for good.
I will probably slip up again as you did but as long as it doesnt become chronic it probably wont derail your life
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I’m in the same boat coffee … I got high non stop for a couple of months and things seem worse now.
Idk what to say except get back up.
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That’s encouraging dude1. I also feel clearer but my moods have been all over the place and I feel hopeless half the time. It’s been a week since I quit and now everything is falling apart on top of not being high.
I hope to God I get better
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Don’t beat yourself up over it.
Weed may affect you negatively, but the effects won’t be permanent.
Just give it some time.
You’ll be ok
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Not the smartest decision, maybe one day you will grow up and learn what’s not good for you, unless you want to Never be stable. Recovery is hard and challenging it takes years to get better with little improvements every year. If you put effort on yourself as well. Welcome to schizophrenia 
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Actually, I am surprised I am not alone here doing this mistake @signless
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Thanks, @LilyoftheValley
I truly feel stupid at the moment… I know I shouldn’t smoke at all.
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Your not alone coffee… My shits going nuts because of the THC… we have to give it time and recover 
It’s good you only did it a little bit …right?
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You can’t fix the past, but you can change your future
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Nobody is perfect. Keep your head up and try again. 
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