Idk why I am thinking about her today, havent in a long time. I want to go to her house and ring. Or call her I deleted her number but I know it by heart. We were together for 5yrs she left me due to my sz mostly because I couldn’t hold a job but I also told her that she was trying to poison me and that her brother is trying to kill me. Also the Abilify made me hypersexual and cheat on her. I guess she probably have someone better I forget it
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I texted her that I got diagnosed with sz after we brokeup but she never replied. I guess she thinks I am crazy.
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I think its time to forget about her man. After you cheated on her and accused her of poisoning you, she probably wants nothing to do with you.
Don’t cheat on your next girlfriend.
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Yea its just thoughts I won’t do smth stupid.
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Im sorry your missing her im sure she realised you are ill. You could try ringing her just to see how she is but don’t get your hopes up as she may have formed a new relationship with someone
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She said I am a big baby and that she’s not my mother. Also that I am cheap because I never bought her anything not even gifts on her holiday or christmas.
I am scared of contacting her, I have too much fear
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I need to date again and find a new gf. I need money though I don’t work and I am not even on disability. I live off my parents. I got denied disability many times
I’ve been denied also. Its hard to get disability here in Canada even when your mentally sick.
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It sucks having no money. My parents give me 20$ a week to hangout with my friends, it only pays for 4 coffees no food
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I applied for disability once they looked at my work history and said I have worked in the past so they said I can work again and referred me to a work agency, I never went. Another time I asked my pdoc for a paper saying that I can’t work and he refused, he said I am not disabled and I can work i plan on reapplying soon.
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I am not contacting her, last time I was with her she told me to never come back. Idk why i was thinking of her today i guess i miss having a gf
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Honestly I was a dick to her, I tried dating her best friend behind her back, it didn’t work out.
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WHAT?!?
You worked pre-SZ sure. You tried to work with SZ and relapsed. That’s NORMAL. It should not be an impediment to getting disability benefits.
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I worked short jobs post sz up to 1year at one job
That’s normal, though. A lot of us have a hard time giving up work. Reach out to a disability lawyer, man.
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The universe is not so cruel and unforgiving as to have you pine forever over one woman.
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