It’s one of those things you have to put aside as a schizophrenic man. But I’d kill to have a woman by my side right now.
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Pay a hooker lol jk
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It’s not casual sex that I’m asking for.
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Yeah I lost my gf due to sz. I didn’t want to date unless I get a stable job as my last gf wanted me to pay half her rent to live with her but I had no money. Maybe try online dating. I talked to a few women online but it went nowhere as I am not serious anymore. I will be serious if I go back to work.
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I kind of miss female companionship
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I think that if I get rid of positives and negatives and get back to school I’ll start dating. But I’m getting old. I’m 40. Most people have stable relationships or have kids. And there’s those women who want children. There’s no way I’m having children.
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I am 33 and I think I am too old to go back to school. I already have a bsc degree. Maybe find work if you can, having a job increase your dating chance by a lot.
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You are not old. You can still get back to it. I mean you’ll still be in your 30’s when you get your degree.
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I just need money fast rn and my parents don’t want to pay for my studies anymore. They want me to get a job asap
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What is it that you want to study?
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I have a major in kinesiology but not many jobs, I want to do an extra year to be a physiotherapist much more jobs. But I find it pointless as I can’t even work easy jobs rn since I increased my risperidone, thats if I can get the grades for the specialization.
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You what do you want to study?
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I wish I could study medicine. My dream was to become a doctor. Or something related. I don’t know?
My meds mess with my abstract thinking. I used to read science based research. Not anymore, I can’t even comprehend half of the stuff when it comes to medicine.
Sports psychology is also something I’m interested in.
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Maybe start slow with reading science books. I recently read 200 pages of a molecular biology book, i find it interesting, genes, proteins, etc I also read novels but not everyday. Honestly you should start by working an easy job, if you can do that then step up to smth harder like studying medicine. I used to want to be a Dr but my grades didn’t allow me so I got into physiotherapy. My best friend is now a Dr, its pretty competetive. I even thought about becoming a computer programmer as it can even pay more than medicine but its too hard too.
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I’ve been sleeping with someone and it feels good but you never know what’s going to happen and it’s always scary to do so
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I have one of those. I went out to get a med refilled. Came back and was told I had forgotten to get milk. Well, no, I wasn’t told we needed it. So now I have to go back out to get milk.
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I think we can get love from casual sex in two ways. First, you get “temporarilly in love” with the person you are having sex with. And it’s a way to find potential lovers.
Casual sex isn’t bad.
40 y.o. is not that old tbh. But you need to come back to the game asap…
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It feels good for a moment until I realize I just spent my money on smth free then I feel regret and bad 
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To be honest. Something has given up inside of me. I don’t see the point in dreaming about medicine anymore. I also need the grades which I don’t have. I could do the S.A.T test but I still need to be able to have a mind that works.
Getting a job is hard around here. I don’t have any degrees.
I’ll take your advice on the reading part.
If you could study physio that would be awesome. It’s a great career.
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I was on low dose Abilify when I did my degree, now my cognition and negative symptoms are worse on high dose risperidone.
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