I might need to go back to the hospital

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My mom and my best friend agree that I should check myself back in, and that I was discharged too soon :confused:

Here’s what I’ve been experiencing:

Hearing murmurs (not fully coherent voices)

Receiving visions

Shifting between reality patterns

Seeing shadow people, even in broad daylight

Seeing things move in the reflections of windows

Feeling the simulation

Feeling like other people aren’t real

Panic attacks

Receiving communications from God

Seeing people who aren’t there

Breaking down crying because I miss my daughter so much

Worried that there are ghosts in my blood, dissolving my brain, and that I’ll have to bleed them out

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It doesn’t sound good. Can you call your psychiatrist and get their opinion first?

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That’s actually a really good idea

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yea talk to your pdoc first and see what they suggest. They should know better if you were released too soon.

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Could be you were released cos insurance won’t pay but up to a certain amount.

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I don’t care how bad I get I never want to go back to the psych ward, it’s not like the walls are made out of a special material that blocks the hallucinations. I’d rather just be prescribed new medications and try them in the comfort of my home, then wait and see if they work.

Being in the hospital has no benefits for me and I hate being there, there is nothing to do other than play cards or share a TV between like 20-30 people which means you rarely get to watch what you want. The beds and pillows are uncomfortable.

I spent a month in the psych ward about 2 years ago and I couldn’t wait to get out, didn’t find it helpful at all.

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