i AM STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID
Just like what my mother says.
I told her about the harp. And my mom was like “You know what? You make all the wrong choices. Sending you abroad isn’t cheap! And you are spending your money on a ■■■■■■■ luxury? NO WAY! You are so stupid and you need to THINK THINK THINK THINK THINK THINK THINK!!!”
well thank you, I’m very stupid and I’m aware that you are doing everything you can to send me abroad. WELL THANK YOU I AM STUPID OKAY? I AM ■■■■■■■ STUPID STUPID STUPID
I’m a worthless daughter. I deserve to hang myself. Thank you for your time.
Worthless piece of prick. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID
YOU ARE ■■■■■■■ WORTHLESS!!!
WORTHLESS
WORTHLESS
WORTHLESS
You don’t deserve life just like what your mother says.
I think you are beating yourself up too much for a simple mistake. Take a deep breath and aim to be more careful with money in the future. We all get tempted to make extraneous purchases sometimes.
No, giving into temptation and buying something expensive is something EVERYONE does from time to time. Is EVERYONE worthless and deserves to die? No. Your mom scolded you and it made you feel upset. She will get over it, and this will pass. I would have these same freakouts when my parents would get upset at me. Once I called the suicide hotline bc of it and they said it sounded more like I was upset over a temporary thing, getting yelled at. That was correct and it passed and things were fine again.
NO MY MOM TOLD ME I WAS WORTHLESS AND I NEED TO THINK.
That’s like saying “No, you messed up with your life and you deserve to kill yourself. YOU WERE NEVER MY DAUGHTER IN THE FIRST PLACE YOU ■■■■■■■ IDIOT STUPID STUPID STUPID IDIOT!”
i am ■■■■■■■ worthless. WORTHLES WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WORTLESS WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WORTHLESS.
I know that must have hurt to have your mom say such a thing. But that was wrong to say. Making a simple mistake like that does not make a person worthless. What does beating yourself up like this accomplish?
I don’t think so. Every person is deserving of love and deserves to be told they are worthy. Everyone deserves a second chance and you are no different. Your mom has probably said horrible things like this to you throughout your life that have shaped your self esteem this way. I hope someday you will be able to surround yourself with people who lift you up instead of tear you down when you are clearly already struggling.
It is impossible to not make mistakes. It is heartbreaking seeing that this is what has been drilled into you.
We all make them and they suck, but we just have to take a deep breath and say OK i made this mistake, but I’ll do my best to avoid doing the same in the future. And sometimes we have to make the same mistake multiple times to learn and that is very normal too!!
Well, if you make a mistake (according to my world) you need to beat the ■■■■ out of yourself in order to stop making mistakes from now on. That’s what I’m doing and the only way to do this is to beat the ■■■■ out of myself as much as possible.
What happened? You bought a harp from money you should have spent otherwise?
Mistakes are okay. They happen, you learn. When your mum says such mean things to you, that is harmful to you. When someone tells you you are worthless over and over, it is abusive, and it is normal to start to believe it. Even if that is not your fault, it is your task to see the problem and change to a healthier way of thinking.
I personally like Pete Walker’s site a lot, i will look it up for you in a minute.
Don’t believe what your mother says. I know you get greatly effected by what your mother says. I know she is your mother. Your mother is not supposed to say, whatever she is saying to you.