I really hope you get this figured out @Briteeyez I’m concerned about you.
Thanks for the concern. I’m nervous what I might do next
You should really go to the hospital. Committing suicide isn’t the answer.
…
going to the hospital would be ideal right now.
no one should have to go through this.
If I’m strong enough i can beat it. I just have to be strong
Can you drive? Do you have to watch your kids? How far away is the hospital?
I have to watch my kids
You really need to talk with someone about your suicidal thoughts.
My sister is dropping by
Oh yeah. I’m a dummy. I really hope you don’t attempt suicide again. That is really scary.
You’re not a dummy. I’m starting to feel better. Thanks for the support
Glad you are doing better. So it’s just your husband that upsets you?
He has anger issues worst when he drinks
I’m really sorry. You are in a bad situation. I really hope he treats you better.
Wish I could go back in time and not marry him
Yeah you can’t change the past. What will make him treat you better?
You can’t change his anger or his drinking and smoking
I really hope you don’t do anything drastic. You have a bright future in front of you. It will get better.
I hope so 151515
Do you think you’d ever consider Al-Anon @Briteeyez? You’d meet lots of people with the same kinds of problems. It’s a great place to get support and to build yourself up. I know because I’m in a similar position with someone I also wish I didn’t marry.