I’m kind of spiraling

Because something happened at work again and while it didn’t happen to me I consoled a very hysterical and hurt woman.
And last night on that date I was pressured for that. He suggested a dark alley about 8 times .
And then I had a dream I have periodically, details are too triggering.

Anyway, don’t know if I’ll end up in the er

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I’m so sorry you’re struggling, if you have to go inpatient it’s okay, no shame here, please think of yourself and what you want and need before anything else sending good thoughts and love and everything good, seriously think of yourself

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Sorry to hear that honestly I hope tomorrow is a better day for you :heart::heart:

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That’s too bad. You have problems like we all do but you seemed a little stable and like you found a med that worked. You haven’t gone off your meds for awhile so I was thinking you were better.

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And if you need to go to the er no shame in it if you need someone to talk too I’m here for you they don’t always hospitalize people but if your not feeling safe the hospital is a safe place to go

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I have had symptoms for a long time but I was managing until what happened at work :broken_heart: I need to find a new job because it seems every few months something traumatic happens

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Yeah finding work is hard I wanna get a job and get off of disability but im worried it will negatively affect my mental health

Let’s not veer off topic please.

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Sorry but yeah sometimes we all gotta reach for help it sucks it really does but in the end you probably will be thankful

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It seems or do traumatic things really happen every three months? I’m not doubting traumatic things happen at your job (or things you perceive as traumatic) but do they really happen that often? IDK, I don’t think traumatic things happen at my job but things change all the time, sometimes big changes. You gotta roll with the punches.

Gross, I would avoid them.

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Customer service man. Freaky things can happen on a daily basis.

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A dark alley? 8 times? What a terrible date experience. Im sorry. You deserve better than that.

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Yeah I live in a high crime neighborhood and work in an even higher crime neighborhood, it’s not really traumatic for most people but retraumatizing for me. Last night was traumatizing for everyone though. My coworker texted me they tried to go back to work and had a panic attack and left. I’m not exaggerating things purposely if I am, it just does happen a lot, lots of people suddenly becoming violent with their own mental health crises and that is triggering for me.

The lady last night did tell me I should be a therapist.

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