I made a stupid joke I don’t wanna say all I can tell you is If your reading this your smarter than me also I was a terrible student in school before meds and I’m worthless as a adult sorry It’s true the joke I heard from a friend who I laughed at was a joke about DUI I thought it was funny and the idiot probably wasn’t joking I’m stupid if you read this you are a better person than me however I’ve only drank less than 10 times in my entire life it was a joke I’m not funny I’m not smart it’s the facts I gotta live with
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Maybe do some reading in what interests you? I’m not smart either lol so don’t worry that’s two of us 
I just have major self esteem issues I’m doing archery tomorrow I just wanna be more intelligent
Also my mom is getting her biopsy results and that’s bothering me
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Meds make me dumb and disabled
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Being smart is not everything in life, you can still be happy without it. I was smart somewhat in school before sz but not smart socially with relationships. Now I feel like ■■■■ due to sz, I don’t care about being smart but I want to be happy
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We all make mistakes sometimes, even the smartest people do. Dont be so hard on yourself.
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I think a lot of these thoughts are because my mom is very sick rn and I feel like it’s my fault
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Be happy be yourself your tagline, we should try to be like that. My tagline is bringing light into darkness and idk who put it for me, I am a negative person so it doesnt describe me lol
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Im sorry your moms unwell, why do you think its your fault?
I begin to wonder if I did something to cause it especially her heart problems
I was a bad kid growing up I hate to say it but there’s a good chance my mom says It’s genetic
I dont understand how could you cause your moms heart problems?
I’ve been in over 100 fist fights because I was a bad person I’ve never hurt my mom physically but I did get alot of suspecting because of my actions I got expelled from 2 schools before I got on meds
So you might inherit heart problems like your mom?
I already have cardiomyopathy my brother and sister both have cardiomyopathy my mom did point out that a lot of people on both sides of her family have had heart problems and sudden death due to undiagnosed heart disease till they got a autopsy
If your moms illness is genetic then i dont think you would have caused it.
Yeah stress also raises blood pressure in people idk I’m going through a lot and so is she
Thats rough @AwesomeFisherman did they die young or live a long life?
IDK, how smart you are but it seems like there’s two solutions: either make yourself smarter or accept the level of intelligence you have now. No use beating yourself up about how smart you or aren’t, but just practice acceptance.
In AA they say:
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
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