I feel like most people do tbh.
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No, it’s your paranoia
You’re not an idiot. You’re taking medication and seeing a psychiatrist. That’s clever.
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I guess so i dont know what is wrong with my brain
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No I don’t. I get similar feelings of people not liking me.
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wat does idiot mean?
a lot worse people out there
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Why would we think you are an idiot?
I don’t think so, at all, btw. 
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Well an attention seeker not very bright
as I said there are more important tins to worry about
so what if one is an idiot
a lot worse wrongs in life
I’m an absolute idiot and better yet I’m okay with it….lol. But seriously, you have to be more secure about yourself. Doesn’t matter what others think about you. Have self worth and don’t put yourself down.
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I feel as though i have no self worth tbh due to so many things wrong with me. I knoe others have it worse but i feel like a freak tbh.
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At the end of the day, we are all freaks. So you’ll get no judgement from us.
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I struggle with that too. We just have to find things that are good about ourselves even if we have to start small
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You’re not dumb, you’re just trapped in a positive feedback loop where your misery keeps feeding into more misery. Being able to break that cycle would be the biggest, fastest change you could make for yourself.
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I agree that you just got to start small.
Unique is beautiful. You are not a freak. 
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I feel the same. I try to rationalize and not to think like this. I don’t know if people in general like me. I do my best.
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I feel like that because im not even smart. Most schizophrenics seem to be more intelligent then me and i was always dumb even my teacher said she isnt smart enough to have dyslexia this was when i was a child. Now im older and hace this too i feel like an absolute idiot
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True. We all go a bit mental from time to time.
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It sounds like you’ve had lots of people in your life who treated you terribly. I know for me personally, my schizo brain can take my trauma, run with it, and make psychosis off of it. Please know that we all care about you. You don’t at all seem stupid to me, or a freak. 
You seem smart enough to me.
I mean smartness is not the most important thing of all things.
Being a kind person is also cool to me
But if you feel you could work on your knowledge,
Maybe read up on things that interest you regularly. I know it’s not easy with these meds but even a page a day.
I bought myself some reaaaaly pretty notebooks so that I feel interested in writing in them.
One is a journal on my feelings and how to manage them.
Just an idea.
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