I was feeling like total ■■■■ until the lonely night owl vibe set in. Now i just the potential of the thing I want to do. My mind is as concerned with people.
Can’t wait for winter… shorter days. I might be able to sleep through them entirely.
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The night is good, 2 o clock over here.
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Same same. Running to Walmart for groceries.
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I like night during summer time. Hate it during winter. I cant stand winter it is the worst season by far. Australia winter is june july and august done have any holidays. No public holidays. Nothing. Just boooring terrible weather. Glad its over 
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Winter over there you got christmas. So thats something to look forward to about winter. Unless you like cold
Christmas, i might just see my family if the delusions stay away. Sad and tears my heart thease ■■■■■■■ bad devil spirit delusions that i currently dont have right now.
it would be sad if i dont see my family, which was my thoufht when the delusions hit me hardcore.
■■■■■■■ satanic ■■■■ fest delusions i tell you.
Feeling better though😱
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Most of our holidays are during winter.
I don’t care for those though.
I just want it be dark for longer.
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That’s good to hear @kenforce
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I remember running all the way to california and than all the way back via greyhound. It felt good starting a new life in california, but then delusions got even worse there.
I don’t know man… I don’t think I could handle cali. Lots of people fall through the cracks out there…
apparently 2 am isnt late enough. there were quite a few folks still at walmart.
Really ■■■■■■■ annoying. Kind of got me wound up again.
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Lol… And ya cali is full of schiz and other mi.
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I do wish I lived by the beach… Never had regular access to one of those.
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Been to Venice Beach and Santa Monica in LA during night time over there. Beautiful areas to be and you’re right about many people being schiz and having mental illnesses. Seen a lot of them just lay there on the side walk, smoking weed to make it through the day. Man, at the Hollywood Walk of Fame area, that place is filled with passing weed smokers on MI and there’s sellers if you know where to look.
But yea, the night time is great when it’s raining…makes me concentrate on the rain over the hallucinations.
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I love the night, too. The day is too busy.
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Me too. I like fall/winter. Already starting to cherish the shorter days.
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When I’m not medicated I love the night so much I go nocturnal
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I was told by a pysch that being a night owl was bad for me. Nowadays seem more relaxed and I think it will be more forgiving
I also love the night. Its cool.
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I’m at conflict - I prefer the night because I feel my symptoms [and the hostile thoughts that encumber as a result] feel more at home in the dark. Most bad things have that natural association with darkness, the characteristics of villains and monsters in most cases, live and prosper without light. I feel comfortable as if I belong in the dark. I prefer the daytime because there are people around me in case I need assistance, the dark [again, due to it’s attachments through common placement] encourages stronger symptoms - Ultimately I end up feeling like I have to either sacrifice my safety to feel I belong somewhere in the world, or my belonging to feel safe.
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