I love the night too. I feel like when it’s dark my symptoms are at their lowest. I think this is because I get anxiety when the sun is out. I’m sensitive to the heat and the brightness.
I can relate to that… Everything just looks better at night. Tail lights, traffic lights, street lights, the air is cooler and its quieter to music sounds clearer. The isolation…
Day time in comparison is a saturated zoo.
I wanna be alone mostly, so I look forward to the night falling and people not bugging me on social media or via telephone - But I then gravitate toward places that I know won’t be empty, but I won’t know people - So I’m technically left to my own devices but with the comfort of company around me if that makes sense?
Agree entirely around the volume issues, music is clearer and it’s easier to drown out the voices and thoughts. Certainly more scenic around me locally when the sun goes down.