Hello darkness my old friend

Anyone else like the darkness of night…dark rooms ect…I love the darkness…the sunshine is overated…and not just because my ap has made me weak to the sun…but moonlight is soothing…

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I’m less restless and anxious at night. Agreed that daytime is overrated and kind of a dick

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I prefer night time as well. It’s quiet and peaceful.

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Before I get called out on it…yes the title is from a song…I enjoy this cover of it…

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That answer seems really, really funny to me for some reason.

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I used to love the night more than anything. Just the way it seems to.come alive, the animals, the noises, the tranquility, the seclusion. But my last psychotic break i had debilitating paranoia thought people were out toget me, watching me, hiding in my trees, and following me at night.

This had ruined for me the night I loved so much. I didnt go out at night for months, not even to smoke a cigarette, and just peered out thru the windows with a high power spotlight checking the property. I would have anxiety attacks at dusk everyday for months even after I was better until only recently. I couldnt even be home alone at all at night. It was pretty bad.

I am starting to finally get over it and can just recently after much practice, sit outside at night, with no spotlight and smoke a cigarette and not be completely freaked to the point of triggering psychosis and the past 2 weeks i havent even thought about anything negative or even considered the shadow people were “out there”.

Last night i sat outside pretty much all night, since i couldnt sleep, and wasnt scared for 1 sec the whole night, even with some minor audible hallucinations. A Major step forward i think in getting my life back and hopefully reacquainting myself with “darkness my old friend”.

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Yes I love the night time. Can’t wait for winter to arrive. Goes dark way earlier…love it.

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