i cant do life anymore. I am a big burden to hubby and I am making him unhappy and I just wanna f***ing die why cant I just cut deeper and bleed to death…
It’s time to go to the hospital Saadiqah! Please take care of yourself
Most likely you’re going through a depression. It’s treatable ! Go to the hospital and have faith! Nobody deserves to die. I’m sure your husband would be devastated if you died on him.
Please don’t! There are resources for you! Here is the suicide prevention hotline website with 24/7 open telephone lines
[suicide prevention LifeLine Website for Chat/Calls/Etc]
Here’s their number:
please dont harm yourself, we need to be good to ourselves not destructive, give yourself a break, if it gets too much maybe you should go to the doctor. take care
It’s a good idea if you went to the Hospital at this point @EarthChild.
It’s Never a good idea to play around with your Meds.
I wish you Well.
God doesn’t make junk. You’re not junk. Please get yourself into medical care ASAP as it sounds like you are slipping deeper into crisis.
I know it is troublesome to get hospitalised in our country but you have to get help. You should really make some effort to get into hospital and get stabilised on your meds. It is not nice to feel the way you are feeling right now. When I felt that way a few years ago my pdoc prescribed for me a mood stabilizer.
It’s good that you’re reaching out for help. We’re here for you.
Get help. My impression of you from reading your posts for so long is that you are a good, sweet person. So you deserve to give yourself a break and get help.
Just don’t, everyone here is absolutely right!!!